OursIsDead

Untitled My heart was beating so fast, I could feel the blood pumping through me, just thinking about her, her luscious energy. I groaned slowly, she was so wonderful, the way she could just wind me in with the way she made me feel. Why where they locking me up? I love her! She made me happy, no one else could do that, but she did. No one wants me to see her, they all hate her! They don't understand the way she makes me feel with her powerful claws of love and hate and how beautiful everything looks when she's around, the world looks so different with her. God I missed her, my head ached being in this room, knowing that I could be seeing her

Take my hand watch me drift away into a sea of nothingness, i will be alone until the day, you come back to my side, My heart is bleeding, my soul is wounded, as you take me into your arms, look into my eyes, into the vast abyss, that will eventually swallow me whole, my pain the hate inside of me will eventually take its toll, It never really leaves, It never really stays, my pain, my love, this hate, it never really fades.

There was a candle flickering in on my chest of draws as the one that I truly loved walked into my bedroom to greet me with a warm kiss. He stopped halfway Glancing at the candle and back to me, his eyes tracing invisible lines down my face, following those of my previously departed tears. He continued walking towards me, though he did it rather tentatively as if he somehow knew what was coming. He kissed me on the forehead before dropping down beside me. "What's wrong?" He whispered, urgently. I looked down; my heart was beating so rapidly, my head was spinning with words to say. Could I go through with this? Could I tell him the truth b

So happy they were, Those two little devils, always on something, Drugs alcohol and dreams, two little devils, they made me who I am, tough and strong and my own, depressed alone and sad. Please forgive them for their troubles, they trouble me too, forgive them for their worries, their worries disguise their pain, their pain is mine to keep and mine is theirs to slay, and kill and leave to rot, blowing in the wind. My thoughts will never leave them, never for a day, I'll never ever leave here at all, ever, for they killed me when they died that day.

Fulfil me please, your touch was mine, mine to hold and caress and find. Take me please, back to that place where we used to bind alone and at peace my soul was magic yours was my key, the key to my heart. You set me free, My heart beat hard and fast and soft all at one time once when we were aloft, on to the clouds where we caught each others woes and put to rest our fears and we rose, Above the houses and into the skies together forever, we shall fly

Im so confused buried deep under the ground in my suffocating casket I lie inside my prison my hell nailed shut someone take me out someone let me breath again i never have made sense to this world and yet in that brief second in your arms.. when time stops I make sense I just make sense as a person or a monster i just make sense i don't know how to explain it really some things in this word just cannot be explained Like love, Horror and even reality Unfortunately those will never make sense. But darling somewhere in me believes I still believe We can and will make it through I will escape from this wooden prison and be war